So it came to pass...

Tonight on this the fifth of september, I was rashly and without further thinking sentenced to death, by a group of Ashenvale Defenders.

This was all done swiftly, and as said, without looking on the actual facts. There had only been a slight threat, that I could make something go bad in Ashenvale... plus of course...I broke an elven law. It remains an "elven law"...and I a human. The law in question was first described nearly nine thousand years ago..titulating the Highbornes...resulting in their banishment..And that all elves were denied the practice of the Arts.

 Yet, I were not even as bad as a highborne...and I remain a human...yet they still thought to hang be up, or sever my head from my shoulders in their first consideration...I saw that I could perhaps change their mind, by telling them, that I would deny a death penality, and that this would only errupt enemity. The leader of the Dor Anahil Manaar, Laythe, was kind to my statements, and seemed a noble soul, not at all willing to do this. Banishment most likely...His companion Alissêa, an officer of the Silverleaf Scouts, didn't seem to agree that much.

They have given me three days to wait in, for their council to convene about me...Still banishment seems most likely..

But one might ask why all this happened? I decided to help a highborne...a friend of mine...Ystra. She didn't wish to be what she were, and I'd have to understand her...those elfs looked ready to tear anything near arcane apart..So I helped her siphon this magic she contained...we had decided a time...And I choose the best place for a ritual, even while I knew of the possible consequence...The Shrine of Aessina...A place of a demigod...A magical place..suited and placed where it was, because of the magic being more intense there...Ley Lines and stuff..We did siphon her magic...And I have certain plans for it at this moment...I used the Black Poison to subdue her, onto the brink of dream and death...apparently while this helped the process, it also revealed a secret link between Ystra and the Warlock Sebastian...He was infuriated by our attempt to drain her, and tryed to prevent us..in the end he materialised in front of us...We fought him...Undtil I, with the help of my elder Nuru weaved a mighty spell, and used it to banish him.

Afterwards we found ourselves done. We had taken the magic, and now we put her back to bed and left.

Later I was called for ementioned hearing. I met a few friends of old there aswel...Trynian once a hunted and sentenced elf, himself..gave me a few advices, and some insight on the elven picture of justice. Their justice is of their heart, and created after what they fear. I was to some point aware, but he could at least gather what words I could not put on it. He also indicated that my knowlegde, about small and large, history of elves and men wouldn't be enough! But I say..Those who do not heed history, will never learn anything, and are destinied to repeat it.

 I offered him my hat, saying I would give it to him the day I died, which might have been soon after..luckly I managed to convince them to reconsider. Trynian was himself sure that they would sentence me to death in the first round, see they discussed too long...which to him was a sign of unfair jugdement...If you dont know I refer to...ask him...he'il give a good story...Graves and Grass..Eventually.

The Kirin Tor need me, and even while I have brought them into this...they show loyalty..which warms my heart...I've told them that we wont accept a jugdement over banishment..and if that is the case...peace cannot exist between the forest and the City of Magic.

Erynia, of elves, she means most to me..and generally...elves mean a lot to me..I like them, as I like their attitude, however not the one they show me now. I want to tell her, that I feel guilt...I dont want to loose her...She is special, and dear to me...alone with only one two others in this world...And she will aid me...

If everything doesn't go as planned...I will take my measures.

-Dalar Dawnweaver's thoughts..